I agree with the part about people being selfish. Without going into too much detail, my ex boyfriend played me against his ex for the better part of last year. I’m still believe in love but feel that its not for me anymore :(
I am sorry to hear that! But don’t think like that! I have had so many disappointments in the past, but you do get over it and when you least expect it you find something rad. It can still hurt at times, but the better times out weigh that and its all good!
I’ve had a few crappola ppl…urm…one was being a twat to me, then fucked his ex gf…I didnt get mad or anything (i think that was the point i realised I didnt love him, but i kept on in there anyway. what a mug) and he continued to treat me like shit, then make up loads of shit, be a cock and get everyone else involved…and all shit kicked off from there.
Another…when I jokingly said…I will still be here in 5 years time (“here” meaning doing a job i dont like…and not actually getting to where I want in life) at the time i said that I was in a mood and didnt mean it. Well he took that as gospel and went all funny with me, we ended. And a while after he said, it was because I had no ambition and mentioned that convo..I told him that I didnt actually mean that at the time…he was like..Oh? Idiot. You coulda just asked me, instead of getting all wound up over it. But in fact that was a saving grace as I was starting to get annoyed by everything about him, including his bloody voice. I cried about it…but in reality it was more about the fact I was ever with him than actually about the break up.
One…i got with under bad circumstances….he was up himself, always showing off, making out he was the big I am. Deffo told me in front of a cafe full of people that he didnt trust me not to fuck his mate, the mate was also there, we were dumb founded. He spent the whole day then being a cock to me. The freind then cuddled me and made sure that I was okay after it, when he went home and ignored me. He then was being an ass to me for ages. I said, I didnt really want any of this anymore, he was like…yes I think its best that we stay close and something can happen again in the future. I said i didnt want that…he then got all bend out of shape over it. The next week I find out hes moved some girl into his parents house and that he was engaged to her and moving countries to be with her. Hmm…so that musta meant something was going on previous to that the devious little twat. haha.
I havent half met some cocks in my time. I am safe to say that although I thought I loved 2/3 of those… I actually didnt. I have only been IN LOVE properly 4 times…in 12 years, the first being my 1st bf…so I am not sure if that properly counts?
do i know you at all?? xo