my asthma has been terrible, I am waking up grasping for breath..just now I felt like I was suffocating. Not a nice feeling at all..my god! Can the elephant get off my chest and stop squashing me now please?
but I am excited that my new phone shall arrive on Tuesday! I shall be at work, which is a bit negative, but at least I will come home to an exciting little gadget. Sadly it is not that ugly/lovely pink blackberry that I posted previously, but that is fine. I will get some hideous/amazing blingy case to keep it in! sweet!
on the downside I am going to have to travel for hours to get home tonight and wait ever so patiently tomorrow. haha. I am such a big kid!
"I am? thank you.
who are you? x"
I am no-one special. Just wandering through the internet, attempting to avoid working on College Applications. You seem to be a very intelligent young woman and I admire that. Seems like a lot of the folks I meet on the internet have limited mental capacities. You however seem to be fully aware and cognizant of the world around you. It is refreshing.
Everyone is special in their own way :)
Good luck with the apps, where do you want to go?
Haha I am not that young, I am getting on a bit now!
I have my moments, I actually have a reasonable education, even though I did not fully apply myself in anything that I have done, but I always manage to come out okay on the other side. I am not stupid, I am quite intelligent/smart and know a wide range of info/trivia/knowledge but I am just lazy. :/
this is where I fail, if I actually applied myself to my education/life I could be dangerous! :D x
has been good this year, I have not cried this year. haha.
I had kissmas on Wednesday - me and marc went to Toby for our xmas dinner, which was lovely then we went home and exchanged presents. He got me lots of lovely gifts…nommy choc bag, that will keep me going for ages, well maybe new year as I dont want to eat lots of crap next year, Lots of lovely Barry M make up, a book on straight edge from a sociological point of view, an afi vinyl, dvd and the best of all, a puppet of Kevin from up! love Kevin to death! I got a bottle of paris hilton perfume and a cupcake money box from marcs parents.
Then i travelled home on xmas eve after work and got home at 4am and did the tree, then off to bed with me. Lovely sleep. On xmas, i got some cute little bits of jewellery, a new pair of my fave boots, 2 bottles of my favourite paris hilton heiress perfume and some money and my dad gave me some money as well.
Today i went out and got $337 of make up for $23, which was a bloody bargain, new coat, new boots, some gloves and a scarf and some other bits and bobs.
my foot aches so badly, i have no idea what I have done to it only know that it really hurts to walk and I am becoming more disabled by the hour :(
I am so glad that I have my car back now, it was so horrible having to get on the bus to work, the normal 20 minute journey took like and hour and a half. Rubbish and so so cold! But I can’t get used to this new clutch, biting point is all different and I keep forgetting. oops. I do however love that it can accelerate fast again. I do not like it cost £257 quid.
I liked getting paid, sucks that it had to all (minus the 257) go into my other bank as I killed it during my unemployed period and had to pay charges etc :( so now, 1 day after pay day I am brokeeee….hurry up next month! I look forward to christmas money big time!
Although I am broke, I did treat myself to a lovely red dress that was half price and some nail polish and other things such as some cookies and some windscreen wash and a ice scraper/squeegeee thingy as well. such luxury!
It has perturbed me greatly today to look through my tumblr dashboard and see someone on my list had reblogged a photo of me from many years ago :/ meh.
I shall go to bed and read my old woman mags, then have a lovely sleep and a even more lovely lay in! mmmm.
i cant believe someone would even wish such a thing on someone?! i hardly doubt that you are a horrible person to even be hated like this? someones just bitter probably! your lovely and your so not fat! what the hell! haha :)
Dont worry about it, I’m not. Gutted on them that they took the time to do that and not only that, they obviously lurk my journal and have me in their thoughts. ha
To be fair, I am not Horrible, I just say what I think and people don’t like to hear that. They would rather cuss people to death behind their backs to other people, then lick their ass and be best friends to their face. I can be the best to people who are actually genuine and not liars or two faced or disloyal. I can cut people out of my life very quickly and without a backwards glance, I don’t need other peoples rubbish.
If you have something to say, show some gall and say it to my face, you might not like what happens next but hey! haha.
and I am not skinny….I could do with loosing some weight, thats just for me tho, because I want to and I am being greedy as of late, but no way am I Fat, not in the slightest.
You are an absolute disgrace, you fat ugly skank.
Everyone fucking hates you and it would be fantastic if you fell under a bus. Thnx xo
I just wanna say thnx for wasting your time to send me that…gutted you wont get that back.
I couldn’t care less who likes me or not, it doesn’t affect me.
and yes I am so fat…..utterly obese! I don’t think I will even fit under a bus, how about you come push me under one…make sure I fit…and show your face….
its pretty sad when people are too scared/idiotic to say it to your face?
What’s the worst that can happen?