Immaculate Amongst Betrayers XXX

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October 2009

whats your boyfriend like? and do u fancy girls too He is younger than me, Welsh, loves his drums (more than me) and music is his life, gorgeous, funny, cute, mad/strange, grumpy when he has lack of sleep, skater, meat eater (grrr), generous, kind, caring, affectionate… I could go on, but you get the idea. And yes I do. - Just wondering as to why you asked? any more questions? :) Feel...

to need a lot of babywipes, make up wipes etc, to get all that make up shit off my face now…argh!

not impressed...

why do you send texts like that to girls? you are so fucking off key. don’t ask if its about you, it is.

getting really chilly outside, I am excited by this! Can’t wait to be wrapped up all warm and cosy in my car on the way home, looking at the changing colours of the landscape and I especially cannot wait to see my old road and how lovely it looks now!

I do not like...

touching, washing or putting cream on new tattoos, makes me feel nasty inside. I went to get some cream for it, drove to the chemist, went into the chemist, picked up the cream, she wasn’t happy I was in there, because as she told me several times, in about a minute, it was her lunch break. Right, well you should have locked the door, maybe? So she locked me in, I asked if I could buy it on...

rescued a moth from the bedroom, he kept flying into the light which had a fan above it and would surely wreck him, so he kept landing on me to use as a launch pad, which tickled but he wouldn’t stay still so a minute. I managed to save him, without damaging his little wings and liberated him to the outside world. He was so cute a lil gingery moth, I don’t get why people hate moths but...

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has been a good day, got up early, made it over to studio 7 about 10.30am and got tattooed by Brad T, hes just an apprentice at the moment so its good to get him some practice on some real people, he will go far when he is fully trained, lovely lad. So I got a MEAT IS MURDER tattoo with an angry deceased cow with blood and bones. haha its rad. Marc got an all seeing eye tattoo, which is cute, so a...

makes me want to buy stupidly expensive and fashionable shoes, clothing and make up that won’t suit me just because of all these great looking photographs!

was good, I spent most of it asleep or laying around, then I got dressed and actually looked smart for once in black high wasted trousers and some pearls…la de daa! About quarter to 5 we went out, had a little kerfuffle trying to get the right oil for my engine, but we got it, sorted it and went on our way to get a Toby Carvery. I wasn’t greedy like I usually am, I put just the right...

for 15 bottles of Carlsberg Export from ASDA, no wonder we live in a society full of alcoholism, drunks and under age drinkers. Supermarkets have a moral responsibility to their communities and it seems that they are failing that totally, especially with their budget range of beers that you can buy for a few pence a can/litre. This just enables people who have a problem to buy more alcohol with...

good and not eating all the crap and massive amounts that I used to, but it still doesn’t seem to make a difference, I think I have hit that place where I am going to be forever more, and whilst it is not massive by any means, its still bigger than I want to, but I think I just have to accept the shape and size that I actually am. That may be the hard part though. I don’t understand...

restored my ipod, deleted like 4500 songs and went through my itunes and deleted loads of stuff as well, I then put 2500 back on, its probably full of crap still that I will never listen to, but still at least its cleaned up some, so its not so annoying to navigate through. I really fancy some chips and some curry sauce with some veg chicken nuggets, I think this is how my night will pan out,...

don’t you wish you could just delete certain people out of life?

it really is quite funny when you look around tumblr and you see pictures of people you know, well I have found a whole tumblr devoted to my old work husband and new Modelling sensation Josh! It was really funny to be in the underground and walk past his poster, or see him in shop windows half naked apart from his Levis, or in magazines, especially when he is cover boy for Vogue Homme, really...

a month before I start my new job, I thought the 48 days that I had before I started it were gonna be awesome, but as I had since may doing nothing, its wearing very thin and I just want the month to hurry up already so I can do something productive. I know that I am wishing my life away, as I know that as soon as I start work I will want to be at home doing nothing. Sods Law. I have a few days...

I really need to learn...

how to wear heels and how to dress nicely. I need more nice clothes in my life. Roll on job…although I know that when I get paid, it wont go on that kinda stuff at all and will end up being spent on jeans, cardigans, hoodies, trainers and everything that I already have and that isn’t very stylish. I need a tutorial on how to look like a nice girl…Give me advice!

I have no idea...

what the problem is at the moment, but I need to have a nap in the late afternoon/early evening, nearly every day now. I don’t do much during the day, but I am so zapped of energy all the time, and I am constantly feeling sick. I want to put the sickness down to the antibiotics, but I am not sure that is it. I feel like I am going to chuck up all the time. Its gross. I also think that I am...

I am excited...

that it is not even half 5 and its dark outside. I love this time of year more than anything, when the clocks go back so its dark in the morning when you get up and its dark as you are getting home.The atmosphere just feels great, knowing that you are gonna be going inside to get warm and snuggle up. The smells in the air change as well as you get towards October, then you get that bonfire smell...

is equal measures awesome to not to so awesome, it is making me covet everything I see, especially where homes/interiors are concerned. It is also making me want to be more of a consumer and buy, buy, buy lots of fashion or items I don’t need! But on the other hand I get my food fixes from it, which is amazing! mmm. Tomorrow I am going to make cupcakes with the husband, as he has...

My other blog.... →

I have an obsession with food, I have done for years, not always healthy. As of late it was satisfied by UKTV Food, but as I no longer have sky tv in my room, I can’t satisfy these cravings. I found a new way to get this fix, I love to look at food, all sorts of food, mostly its not veg, but none the less it still looks great and interesting, from dishes/desserts that have had care and...

followed loads of blogs about cake and food, I am literally obsessed with looking at food, even though I cannot eat the vast majority of it, its just nice to look at well prepared food that people took time and care over. Food Porn, yum yum. What isn’t so good is This Is why you are fat dot com. It made me feel sick looking at some of the combinations of food people come up with, really...

any good tumblrs to follow - People or...

Don't tell the Bride...

What are these women’s problems? They have chosen to go on this programme, knowing that they will leave everything up to their future husband. So why do they cry, piss and moan about everything? If it was all such a big deal to the women, why the hell do they go on this programme. Surely the important part is they are marrying someone they love more than anything? It shouldn’t matter...